Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Blue October - Hate Me [Lyrics]


I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

Saturday, August 21, 2010

The Friendship Song - "Friends are Quiet Angels"


FRIENDS ARE QUIET ANGELS

Friends are quiet angels
Who lift us to our feet
When our wings have trouble remembering how to fly
They stand by us and give us
the strength to try

Friends are quiet angels
Who somehow make you see
The light that's in the darkness
before the dawn
All at once the journey’s not so long

But it's the laughter and the fun
Sometimes the feeling that we're one
All the tears we cry together you and I
That will keep us heart to heart
as time goes by

Friends are quiet angels
Who fill your life with grace
Thrilled to share your joy
when a dream comes true
And on my wedding day*
I'm blessed 'cause I can say
I've found a quiet angel
You're a special angel
I found a quiet angel in you

*Alternate lyric for other special occasions:
And on this special day

Helloween - Forever And One (Neverland) (1996)



What can I do?
Will I be getting through?
Now that I must try to leave it all behind
Did you see what you have done to me?
So hard to justify
Slowly it's passing by

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
Yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
Your lies

Here I am
Seeing you once again
My mind's so far away
My heart's so close to stay
Too proud to fight
I'm walking back into night
Will I ever find someone to believe?

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
Yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
Your lies

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Sahur pukul 12tghari

Bila bulan2 puasa ni banyak cerita nostalgia keluar. Banyak juga kawan2 tulis cerita2 menarik mereka. Ada yang lucu ada yang sedih. Aku pun ada cerita menarik nak dikongsikan. Masa tu aku baru sampai Vienna, Austria, dari Subang (masa tu KLIA belum wujud lagi). Sampai bilik hotel lebih kurang pukul 10pagi(waktu Malaysia pukul 4ptg). So, aku pun tutup curtain serapatnya, sampai sikit cahaya pun tak berjaya menyelinap masuk. Semua jenis lampu dalam bilik tu pun aku padamkan. Sampaikan lampu jam alarm digital tu pun aku padam. Sebab, memang aku dah ready nak menyelam dalam comforter, dek kerana penat dan musim winter masa tu. Mesti best menyelam tanpa gangguan. Lupa lak nak habaq, masa tu bulan puasa lah. Apa lagi aku pun terus zzzzzzzzz. Dengan tenang. Kata omputih, Rest In Peace... (betul ke?). Lebih kurang gitulah. Tidur punya tidur punya tidur... aku tak sedar pukul berapa aku bangun. Al maklum, jam aku dah off kan. Basuh muka dan gosok gigi. Terus menuju ke beg, keluarkan makanan, start dengan yang ringan dulu. Kemudian aku panaskan lauk aku dan masak nasi.... Memang best sangat sebab perut pun dah lapar. Berselera sungguh, walaupun makan sensorang. Cuaca lak dalam bilik pun agak sejuk.... Sedang aku bancuh milo, aku teringat nak tengok salji kat luar. Kot kot dah tebal pun. Aku pun bukalah curtain dengan luas. Alamak!Berpinau mata aku. Rupanya matahari dah tinggi....Aku tertanya2 pukul berapa ni? Hari apa ni? Lalu aku pun telefon reception tanya hari apa dan berapa hari bulan dan pukul berapa.... Rupanya aku bangun hari keesokkkannya. Dah lah tu, tengahari lak tu. Mak datuk, seharian aku tidur rupanya. Memang betul lah Rest In Peace, cuma bezanya aku leh bangun je... Apa lah punya teruk. Rupanya yang aku makan tadi adalah berbuka puasa semalam punya dan sahur untuk hari tu. Kira pakej lah 2 dalam 1. Solat ke mana, apa ke mana. Tidur seharian. Semoga Allah ampun kan aku.

Apa apa pun, aku dah qadha puasa hari tu. Sah tak di terima. Moral of the story, jangan sekali2 matikan jam dan matikan telefon., Sebab kalau kita mati pun orang tak tahu... haha

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Salam Pengenalan


السلام عليكم

Apa Khabar sahabat blogger,

Ini adalah sessi pengenalan bagi blog saya. Nama saya Mohd Rizan bin Daud. Berasal dari Pulau Pinang. Kini menetap di Putrajaya. Berkhidmat sebagai seorang Pramugara MAS, sejak 15tahun lalu. Sudah berkahwin dah dikurniakan 4 cahaya mata. Saya dikenali sebagai Riz Ardy di FB dan ARDY itu bermaksud Rizan Daud (RD).
Saya mula mengenali alam blog melalui seorang kawan yang saya kenali melalui FB, iaitu CDR Hj Zainul Abidin Soot atau nama gelaran dalam blog 'Pak Zabs'. Kemudian mendapat galakan dari kawan melalui FB juga iaitu YB Yunus Badawi.
Sebenarnya saya tidak pandai sangat menulis. Tetapi mungkin pengalaman saya terbang ke serata dunia, dapat saya kongsikan melalui blog saya ini. Saya amat berharap, sahabat sahabat sudi membacanya dan memberi komen untuk saya mempertingkatkan lagi kemahiran saya sebagai blogger.

Sekian Terima Kasih.
Semoga kita bertemu lagi di lain masa.
Salam
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